oct 31 "that it's always just a . . ." words like 'always' exhaust me, along with 'never'. so oft pinned to a that that was considerable more (or less) than half of whatever (or hardly ever) and 'just' is just a sticky old candy wrapper straining to contain unlittle joy belittled by such a smallness but what care need i give this metering ? i needn't care be the needle be pinned or flat, quietly knowing all that lies (always and never and just) in between (the) is and not